Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining. Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying. She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day. Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me. And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see.
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say, When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change, Because you're amazing, just the way you are. And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while, Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are.
Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me. Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy. She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day. Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change. If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same. So, don't even bother asking if you look ok, You know I'll say,
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change, Because you're amazing, just the way you are. And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while, Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are.
The way you are, the way you are Girl you're amazing, just the way you are. When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change, Because you're amazing, just the way you are. And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while,
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are. Yeah.
**Hindi ako ang nagsulat ng story na ito. Sadyang gusto ko lang talaga i-share sa inyo. Nabasa ko na ito dati sa Vox Scholae namin nung High School. Natuwa lang ako kasi meron pala sa net. Basahin niyo to. Siguradong iiyak kayo. Alam kong mahaba pero try niyo basahin. Thanks!**
It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together.
I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that I was feeling.
All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him.
I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation he got a job in New York, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart.
Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me.
I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life. As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said: "meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore.
Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together.
One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport. And that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place. Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him?
I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a diary that of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written.
The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart.
"If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all."
Hay. Ang malas ko nga naman ngayon oh. Kainis. Nagstart lang naman ang pagka-badtrip ko nung pauwi na ko galing sa bahay ng friend ko. Umaambon pa lang nung naghihintay ako ng jeep. Ayan, nakasakay na ko. Medyo basa yung upuan kaya naiinis ako. Biglang lumakas ung ulan. As in heavy rain. May tatlong babaeng sumakay. Naiinis ako kasi ang iingay nila. Parang mga barriotic. Ang gandang sipain ng pagmumukha nila. Grabe. Tapos yung tatanga-tangang driver, pinapaurong niya ko kasi nababasa yung mga taong malapit sa pintuan. Sabi ko, "Tanga ka ba? Basa kaya." Wala na kong magagawa kasi nababasa na yung dalawang katabi ko, pasalamat sila at mabait ako. Shet. Nababasa pa ako kasi mahangin, nabasa yung right arm ko. Tae. Ang pinaka kinaiinisan kong moment ay yung pagkababa ko ng jeep. Damn! Wala kong payong, super lakas ng ulan. Ayun, I got so freakin soaked tuloy! Nakakabadtrip talaga. Para akong nagshower, basang basa ako, hayop talaga. Haay.
Nawala lang naman yung pagkabadtrip ko nung sabi ni Mommy na may Jollibee sa ref. Natuwa ako. Haha. Paborito ko kasi yun eh. Parang bata lang eh no? Habang tina-type ko nga to, kinakain ko na yung burger eh. Wala ng fries, kinain ni Mommy. Haha. XD
Wala kong ma-ipost. So, eto, some of my favorite quotes and lines from anime and manga. Yung iba dito, napanood or nabasa ko na. Yung iba, hindi ko pa nababasa or napapanood, pero nakarelate ako sa quote/line na yan. Medyo nakaka-inspire kasi yung iba. Hehe. :]
"A lesson without pain is meaningless. For you cannot gain something without sacrificing something else in return. But once you overcome it and made it your own, YOU WILL GAIN AN IRREPLACEABLE FULLMETAL HEART."
~Edward Elric [FullMetal Alchemist Vol.27 Ch.108]
"I'm tired of this. It's like, just when I think our goal is within reach; it slips right through our fingers. It's happened time and again. Now, when it’s finally in our grasp, the truth slaps us in the face."
~Edward Elric [FullMetal Alchemist]
"Even when our eyes are closed, there's a whole world that exists outside ourselves and our dreams."
~Edward Elric [FullMetal Alchemist]
"There’s no such thing as perfect. In fact, the whole world is imperfect. And that’s what makes it beautiful."
~Roy Mustang [FullMetal Alchemist]
"The law of equivalent exchange is a myth, a contrived order to give sense to a world that has none... It's a cruel and random world, and yet the chaos is all so beautiful."
~Dante [Fullmetal Alchemist]
"It feels so close to me, yet I can’t reach it even if I hold out my hands. But even if I can’t reach it, there are things that will stay in my heart. Being in the same time and looking at the same sky – if I can remember that, then even if we are far apart, I believe we can still be together."
~Emiya Shirou [Fate Stay Night]
"Someday, my memories of her will fade. Her voice, her actions – I might forget them as well. But even then, I will always remember that I loved her."
~Emiya Shirou [Fate Stay Night]
"There are things that are beautiful because one cannot possess them."
~Gilgamesh [Fate Stay Night]
"Image reflected in a picture is but an illusion. However, even if it’s an illusion, wishing to hold onto it is one of the hollow dreams humans have."
~Sebastian Michaelis [Kuroshitsuji]
"As vast as the world around you may be, in actuality, it's a very small place. The limits of your experience, the sphere that's within your reach, ultimately defines the limit of your understanding. The world, as you know it, is not reality. That is a world you have created for yourself."
~Yuuko Ichihara [xxxHOLiC]
"No matter how much hard work you put in, there’s no guarantee that you’ll become a pro. But no one can become a pro without hard work."
~Sasakura Ryuu [Bartender]
"Hate is a place where a man who can't stand sadness goes."
~Godo [Berserk]
"People are like dice, a certain Frenchman said that. You throw yourself in the direction of your own choosing. People are free because they can do that. Everyone's circumstances are different, but no matter how small the choice, at the very least, you can throw yourself. It's not chance or fate. It's the choice you made."
~ [Black Lagoon]
"We all make mistakes. You just have to accept what happened, and fix what you can."
~Kurosaki Ichigo [Bleach]
"The world cannot be changed with pretty words alone."
~Lelouch Lamperouge [Code Geass]
"If it’s possible for one person to be hurt by another, then it’s also possible for that person to be healed by another."
~Sohma Hatori [Fruits Basket]
"I want to believe that memories, even sad and painful ones, should not be forgotten forever."
~Sohma Momiji [Fruits Basket]
"Illusions or real illusions. Hidden in an illusion is the real illusion. From one illusion will sprout another illusion. Hidden in truths lie lies, beneath the lies hides the truth."
~Rokudo Mukuro [Katekyo Hitman Reborn!]
"Maybe I’m just far sighted. The further away something is, the better I can see it. But once it gets close, I lose sight of it. I wonder, is everyone else like that?"
~Endo Shouji [Nana]
"People learn to hate when they are hurt."
~Nagato [Naruto Shippuuden]
"When do you think people die? When they are shot through the heart by the bullet of a pistol? No. When they are ravaged by an incurable disease? No. When they drink a soup made from a poisonous mushroom?! No! It's when they are forgotten."
ANIME. Mahilig ako sa anime. Lalo na nung high school. Nag-umpisa akong maadik sa anime nung first year high school ako. Nung elementary kasi sa cartoons pa ako mahilig, yung mga Dexter's Lab, PowerPuff Girls, Rugrats, Cow and Chicken, I am Weasel...yang mga yan ang pinapanood ko dati, mga katangahan lang. Haha. I mean yung pagka-drawing nila parang tanga. XD Ngayon, mas gusto ko na ang anime. Mas maganda kasi yung art ng anime kaysa sa cartoons. Hmm. Nanonood pa rin naman ako ng cartoons, SpongeBob, Fairly Oddparents, Pucca, Phineas and Ferb...yang mga yan. Pinapanood kasi ng pamangkin ko, kaya yun, nakikinood na rin ako. Hehe. Pero wala na kong masyadong pinapanood na anime ngayon. Wala kong mahanap na maganda. Mapili rin kasi ako pag nanonood, gusto ko may gwapo na character. Kung wala, hindi ko papanoorin yung anime na yun. Haha. XD
Meron pa akong isang kinaaadikan. MANGA. Hindi ito prutas ha. Japanese comic book ang manga. Black and white, it's read from right to left kaya medyo nakakalito magbasa, lalo na kung first time mo. I started reading manga when I was in fourth year high school. Binili ko pa yun sa National Bookstore. Vampire Princess Miyu yung title ng manga na yun. Andito pa rin sa bahay. Buhay na buhay pa. Mega alaga ako dun. Haha. Nung time na yun, hindi ko pa alam na pwede pala magbasa ng manga sa net. At libre pa. Tanga tanga pa kasi ako nun eh. Expensive kasi ang manga, mga 300+. So, ayun, lagi akong nagnenet dati sa Discnet, computer shop yan, pero wala na ngayon. Wala pa kasi kaming net sa bahay non. Inuubos ko pa pera ko para lang makapagbasa ng manga. Haha. Ang pinaka-una kong binasa na manga sa net, Bloody Kiss, paborito ko yan. Gwapo kasi nung protagonist. Vampire siya. ♥ Nung nagkaroon na kami ng net sa bahay, January 13, 2009, ayun, mas lalo akong naadik sa manga. Lalo na nung bakasyon, dami kong nabasang manga. Haha. Pero ngayon, I don't have much time to read. I'm still searching for a good manga. Natapos ko na kasi basahin yung FullMetal Alchemist [27 volumes, 108 chapters], paborito ko yan, pati yung InuYasha [56 volumes, 558 chapters]. So, ayun, wala na kong kinababaliwan na manga ngayon. Hehe. :]
ANIME and MANGA. These are the things I need to kill boredom. Lalo na pag mag-isa ko sa bahay. Yan lang ang ginagawa ko. Haha. Dati rati, nagpupuyat ako para lang dyan, pero nagstop na ko. It's a bad habit. Pati grades ko naaapektuhan eh. Dati kasi di na ko nagrereview pag may exam. Pagbabasa ng manga ang inaatupag ko. LOL. So paminsan minsan na lang ako magbasa ngayon. Pag may update lang, once a week lang kasi mag-update pag sa anime, once or twice a month naman pag sa manga. Kaya yun, I'm just waiting for updates lang. Haha. XD
Salamat sa mga nagbasa sa post na to. Comment lang kayo if you want. Recommend me some good anime or manga na rin. Arigatou gozaimasu. :]]
